Gorsh! I do not know. I will go scavenger hunt one ups.
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I think so, yes. Perhaps a leetle ;) My lil Barbie Doll :D
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I think when I lost the most control was after the most recent rape. I remember one day sitting in the house with the boy I nannied and his mom had come home. She was yelling at the dad on the phone (didn't normally argue like that) and it took everything in me to keep a handle on things. It's not good when you have that and can't control it. I feel for people who can't. I think that's why--for me--I prefer solitude, save for being around nature and animals. Being around people 24/7 is just too much for me. I begin to turn insecure and lose control. I change into this other person entirely. Never been good for me. Stress at that pace is something I can't handle. I can handle a lot of stress, but too much and I can't.
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Let's see, Dan forced me into this and I had to come here. The powers finally worked and I am here. :whistle: Seriously though, some on here already know me, but to those who don't, I am an Author (I capitalize it because it is a vedy important job), and self-publishing mentor/coaching, whatever you'd like to call it. I also do a bit of life coaching to those who need it. Free, of course. Why? Because I generally have the answers people are seeking though I never know how or why and I like helping/teaching people. More than like, I love it and thrive at it. Even if half the time it makes them angry. But then I like that because it means I've struck a nerve and got them to pay attention to something. Ums ... I am a huge sarcastic pain in the beh-hind. I enjoy being threatened with spankings. I feel like this is a personal ad and I hate the spotlight and talking about myself so. ... I don't enjoy walks on the beach save for by meself and I am not dating you or marrying you (line is that long one over there) so yeah. lol I'm bored now so I'm gonna go eat. Good? K then. B)
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I don't believe it's a trick. I believe people are way more in-tune to everything around them, if they want to be. Want, being the important part. I'm very sensitive to touch, feelings, and vibrations. I don't always like just how sensitive I am to it. Mostly because when I'm around people who are angry, it can make me physically sick if I don't find a way to control it. In a group, that is hard to do and I feel like roadkill when I get home. But to the subject of touch, I've always been able to feel things when I touch something. I don't think I've really focused on it to the point where I could give a reading from it, however. How to explain: everything I touch feels like there is life within it. Maybe that makes more sense. That's only when I allow myself to connect with it. Plants, animals, and objects are generally the only things I allow it for. Probably why I prefer animals and nature to humans, too. :p
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